The Royal Wedding

   It was yesterday, the joyful day for Prince William and his university's sweetheart, Kate. They were pronounced husband and wife at precisely 11.20 am. I knew it, because I watched the ceremony, ok! on a streaming website T_T 

   some of my friends went to London to witness the big day for England themselves. However, due to my tight schedule, my priority (resting at home) and of course, for not being invited by the Queen herself (dream on, is), I decided not to go.

   I'm not very sure whether it's a regrettable decision, but so far I'm feeling okay. I know my friends can come out with an awful lot of reasons why I should go. It's just that I'm not a fan of crowds. It was reported that the ceremony was watched by 2 million people worldwide, so I guess I just saved myself from getting pushed by the crowds.

   I didn't really watch the whole ceremony but I managed to watch the rising part, the 'I will' part. It was nothing like I ever imagined. I blame movies and TV shows for this. they didn't kiss after the 'I do' part like what I've seen on TV. they only kissed outside of the Westminster Abbey. 

   the most interesting part of the ceremony I thought was the part where I can see people's outfits. Love the hats! very posh and elegance. I'm thinking of getting one for myself. *thinking* and speaking of Posh, she looked stunning for a seven-months pregnant woman. it can be tricky to dress a baby bump but, she just managed to do it. in fact, I just couldn't understand how she was able to wear a very high pump during her 7 moths pregnancy. well, it's true beauty is pain. but, tell you the truth, I don't think I can wear high heels which are more than 2 inches high, even not being pregnant.

   How magical people said the wedding was, I think it just felt different. seeing the English wedding, in comparison to our Malay weddings. how I am grateful that I am a Malay and a Muslim.

source: British Monarch

p/s: I love Joss Stone's red dress and definitely her hat!

Danny's easter break

   He left me, u see. huhuk. it has been awhile since he last had his guys' time (yeke?), he decided to go on a trip with his friends, which were all guys (that was why he was allowed to) *hehe* to somewhere in Germany, of course. he has been a busy bee for quite sometime now ever since he started his practical, so he needed the day off. and halfheartedly, I said OK. as long as, he promised just to leave me for that only one day. (i know we don't live together but, I'm under depression that time that I really need him to be with me on skype). and so, off he went.

he told me the name of the lake is Eibsee.

and that's the highest mountain in Germany, Zugspitze

this is the picture of my male bibik. :D

male bibik taking day off. :P

 

   I know! the place looks like those pictures we normally see on postcards, don't they? the first time he showed me these pictures while we were skyping. he showed me the pictures on his handphone. they were small, so I couldn't really see them that I went, "ooo..nice" *smiling*

   but then, when he sent me the pictures, I was like OMG! this place is stunning! I couldn't believe my eyes that was the place he went to. what a nice place to go without me, huh? *pfft*

   anyhow, he loves me so much that eventhough he needed the guys' time, he still picked up his phone each time I called him that day, which were more than twice. but still, he was quite cruel that he went "SEDAP nye KFC ni.." *once I called him when he'd just finished ordering his KFC, which is halal in Germany* why isn't there any halal KFC here? but it's ok. we have halal Subway, Indian food, Thai food, Nandos, Chomchom any many more in the UK, awak ade? hihik.. 

but am I just glad that he is back with me on skype now. *winkwink*

Spring is here!

Spring is here! why doesn't my heart go dancing? lalalala~ yeah, because of the assignments! Gosh, how could you forget that?

3 down anyway.

yet, I have 1 more to go.

and ofcourse, a lot more to come. exams, of course. *eyes drooling*

so, nothing is new I think.

but I'm glad to share with you some of the pictures.

how spring is here, in Canterbury.

in case you are wondering, I'm the one holding the camera. ngee :D

the Brits, they just love sunshine.

this is the path I take everyday

my neighbour's house. isn't it pretty?

the view from my room.

zekzek, performing her zohor prayer :)

I'm not really sure what they call this place but it's there. hehe

look at the messy table. we were working so hard, ok.

that day, Ivon restrained herself from checking her facebook and mail. she told me she was 'fasting'.

and the two last pictures up here are something extra for you. I meant, for IVON. been begging asking me to upload her pictures and write about her many many times. she just love the publicity. haha. so Ivon, if you are reading this, then the debt is paid. in fact, you owe me for the publicity, howkey!

and I think, Mr Danny might have some other interesting places to share with us here. I'll ask him to if he refuses. :)

I'm a mess

   Yes! That's what I am right now. I'm under a lot of pressure and I'm miserable at the moment. I'm flooded with assignments and they just do not seem to finish. I've finished one long essay, but I still have 3 more essays to go. and those three essays come in a package. there are about three to four different parts of each essay that I need to write. I'm feeling down. I've been spending most of my time in the university's library. but, that only helps a little. I couldn't seem to find a mojo there. then, all I can do is shed my tears. I miss a lot of things right now. *tears shed again* I'm too depressed with all the lengthy assignments and yeah, another solid reason is due to the upcoming exams. I hate exams. who does? yes, people said that without pressure you can't find diamonds. but, I really hate pressure. but again I know, there's a reason  and good behind every little thing. I really hope for what I've been through, I can ultimately find diamonds *literally or not*

 my library date,Ivon MJ (Michael Jackson).

This is what she did when she's ran out of idea. actually, this is what she does most of the time :P

 Well, I'm not going to put my picture here for two main reasons. first, you don't want to see my miserable look. (it's horrifying and really serabai) and secondly, simply because I didn't take any picture of myself at the library. haha.and see, how easily facebook distracts people. luckily I've deactivated my facebook account a long time ago.though, I don't think it would be a problem for Ivon because she is one of the top students in my course. Anyhoo, I just hope that I can complete my assignments soon. or else, you might wanna pay me a visit at the mental hospital. I wonder whether they got one in Kent. *pfft*

my silent enemy

I sent 100 men to fight my enemy.  At the dead night, one survived and told me that my enemy looks just like me. 

it's not odd. because then I realised that, I am my own worst enemy.

The phrase proclaimed is in fact a solid truth for just about everyone. we always limit ourselves. it's not others, it's actually us..

Stop sabotaging yourself, Is!

to you, with love

I'm talking about the one at the back there wearing red sweater not this fury thinggy (ninchin). Sorry, ninchin.should ask ninchen to start a blog. huhu.

   The more I see you, the more I fall for you.

okay, I know I should have edited the picture first. but I'm too lazy busy.

Thank you, for being you.

*lovey dovey mode*

and they live happily ever after

THE END

I stand corrected

   and I thought I ONLY have three assignments since professional experience and contemporary education issues are basically the same subject. But HELL NO! I stand corrected. yes they are both under one subject but they are two different assignments. Oh, Viv and Vanessa, why do you really have to do this to me? I had been very calm knowing that I have three assignments which are still a lot but I think I can manage. now, realising that I actually have four assignments, I don't even know which should I start first. busy, busy, busy. yet, I still haven't start with anything and I dare to say that I'm busy. it's very depressing now. but I know, once I've finished with my assignments, the feeling is rewarding. but in the meantime, have to juggle with all these assignments.

meine short break

   It is still my spring holiday (a month holiday) but I had to shorten my holiday (when I say shorten it means, shorten my stay in Germany) due to the awaiting piled up assignments. Assignments banyak macam dah nak buat master lagi. 4 different assignments and each have to be up to 3500 words in length. berpeluh otak ni memikio. belum start with the writing lagi. Oh God, help me. give me some strength to carry on. The short stay in Germany was worth it somehow. Since I need to start all my written assignments in which if to be calculated will be more than 10 000 words, I will not proceed with any story telling here and let pictures do the rest (as if people really wanna read it).

I don't even know the name of this place but it's nice

awesome oo munich! (jakun)

pagoda

english garden

omputih memang suke berjemur.

danny robocop

munchen at nite

donau, deggendorf

"what my father always says"

   well, a strange way of starting an entry but I promise, it won't be a long one. this entry is specially made for us, the finger pointers. why I say us? cause whether we realised it or not, sometimes we tend to point fingers to others when things happened. and yeah, sad to say, I think I might had been that person before. (not very sure but I usually try my best not to be so judgmental). 

   when someone came to you and told you this and that, what had happened to him or her and this one person did this to her or him. what do you usually do? especially when the story teller is someone so close to you. I think I know. "oh, that Blender!" or "that son of a hamster!" (I'm not saying that everybody says that but, you know what I mean kan?) people usually tend to take side. and the question is, whose side are you on? usually and definitely the one who is close to you and the one who opens up to you. true? unless you are the kind of person who can think maturely before judging others. well, listen. here is what you should do. stop blaming anyone. you only listen to one party, how about the other party. don't you think that it is unfair? and if you know anything, maybe you should never get involved. yes, you can listen to them but that should be just about it. ask me why? hear what my father always says, 

" It takes two to tango."

   it's not just a matter of one person, both should have equal responsibility for things that'd happened. I know, it's just too good to be true. *wink*

the weirdest dream

   I had the weirdest dream today. come to think of it, I think it was horrifying and terrible. long story short, I was at this one camp, more or less like the national service camp (I've been to one when I was 17). but it was quite strange that most of my friends there were my friends from my primary and secondary schools. me and my besties went for kayaking. all of a sudden, I wondered how we'd managed to do kayaking on the ground instead of in the water. I was sitting at the front and tell you the truth, it was the worst experience ever. We rowed the kayak on the ground and oddly, around a lake. and why we didn,t row the boat in the water? that I found very bizarre. Then we had an accident in which the boat hit a rock and we were all thrown out of the boat. and did I mention, the lake we were circling had crocodiles inside?? so, as we fell, one crocodile went after my friend because we were running to different directions. and while running I thought I was in the safe zone. well, not quite. because I happened to run passed a tiger's field. and indubitably I tried my best to run and at the same time make sure that the tiger didn't see me. I was lucky though. however, that was not the end. I was so tired from all the running and escaping that I took a rest on a green. it was a safe place because it was full with other campers. abruptly, I saw four people carrying something on a piece of white sheet and there was this red liquid dripping from the sheet. as they got near, I just couldn't believe my eyes with what I saw. they were actually carrying a dead baby! how cruel was that? but they weren't the people responsible for the death. they were just some people who were working for the forensic. then I looked at the baby again and I was so sad because I just didn't understand why there were people out there who could harm an innocent child. what a shame. and well, the disturbance woke me up from my weird dream.