lenses make me look pretty??

   What do you think? yes! they are wonderful. they don't cover your pretty eyes, isn't that right? definitely understand! I myself prefer lenses. but mostly because I think glasses make me look a bit older a few years and it ruins my scarf! You see, it's very important to us girls to make sure that our scarves are comfortable and most importantly, 'jadi'. Now, back to the topic. people nowadays love to wear contact lenses. and I don't think most of us realise how dangerous these seem-to-be-harmless things can do to us. nay! not just irritation, lenses can also cause blindness, people! true! it is very essential for us to let the oxygen go through our eyes. whenever we wear lenses, we are actually covering maybe about half part of our eyes from oxygen. in short, it means oxygen in eye area is reduced by half. get it?? even the best fitting contact lens causes a compromise of the oxygen supply to the cornea. When a contact lens is in the eye, not as much atmospheric oxygen gets through to the cornea as compared to when there is no contact lens on the eye. Over a long period, too little oxygen is not good. I'm not very sure how to put it best but I can tell you, I've read a few articles and it is irrefutably true that lenses deprive cornea from enough oxygen thus this sure will interfere our visions. so, what can we do contact lens' lovers? Don’t wear your contact lenses all the time. It’s important to give your corneas a regular “oxygen break”. and when I say "oxygen break", it does not mean that your corneas need to take a break from taking oxygen but it's the other way around. get what I mean? I'll assume you do. *smileee* so peeps, if you are just hanging around your house, give your eyes a break, will you? there's no need for contact lens at this time. *wink* 

future lies ahead, past lies behind

today is 23 March, 2011. I realised, how time flies. I'm going to be 22 years old in June. technically I am already 22 I guess. It has been almost two years since I first stepped my feet in the UK. exams coming soon. and I'm going back for good next year. then I'll have another one more year to finish my study in Malaysia before I'll officially become a teacher. In two years time, I'll be a working person. no longer a student. Gosh. that's very very fast. I still think that I'm still my parents lil' girl. really. If you ask me, I really don't wanna grow up. I fear the world. I fear what future holds for me. Dear God, please lead me to the right path. I'm all mixed up right now. I miss home, I miss my family. and I miss Danny. It hurts. I don't even know why I'm feeling down out of the blue. I need my vacayy I guess. I'm just so scared. one more thing, dear God, for what You have given me, please change me for the better and thank you for the love You've blessed me and my family with.

I loathe my writing!

   It's been awhile since my last post. I've been very busy lately and still am right now. remind me why do I have to study again? Good God! assignments after assignments. an awful lot of assignments. seriously, tiring. but it's my own fault, can't really blame anyone else. I was so lazy to start my assignments earlier. now, I'm regretting my it. I wish I could turn back time and undo things. yeah right. I might still be me. procrastinate. that's the word! btw, I'm pissed at myself. I am still not a good writer. I still can't produce a stupendous piece of writing. seriously, what is wrong with me?? *pffttt* why can't I improve? well, 1 thing for sure.I am not constant. my writing, to be precise. they were never the same. sometimes, I myself am impressed with my piece of writing. However, some other time, having read my writing makes me want to opt to suicidal. exaggerating. but, you get what I mean right? *bad mood*